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kodeshi

Cloaked in blood Adorned by fire
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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
  • Deviant for 19 years
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My Bio

Currently busy "adulting". Born in a clan of cynics and "ninjas". Ergo a sarcastic ninja. Ha. Confused most of the time but slowly trying to make more sense of everything. The haze hasn't been lifted but trying to wade through with better clarity... Hopefully.


Favourite Visual Artist
Vincent van Gough
Favourite Movies
Zatoichi, Jesus Christ Superstar, Sweeney Todd
Favourite TV Shows
Mythbusters, BBC Sherlock, Criminal Minds
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park
Favourite Books
Sherlock Holmes
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allan Poe
Favourite Games
DMC series, Tales series
Tools of the Trade
My hands and anything that's available.
Other Interests
A little bit of everything, but mostly food.
It's been 4 yrs-ish already lol. I've been busy but not so creatively. I've had so many ups and downs these recent years. I'm not sure if I'm a worse train-wreck now but I'd like to believe that I'm doing better now versus my younger years. It helps that I'm learning to avoid and not re-connect with some toxic people. Meeting new people definitely helped I think. I doubt people in school would recognize me now... Or prolly do a double take at least ahahahaha. I'm honestly scared of where I'm heading. It's a path that I sort of chose not to take before mostly because I don't think I deserve it I guess? It's simple on paper but complicated emotionally because of how I've let some people make me feel years ago. It's rather conceited but I think I didn't let myself grow or give me a chance to find out where I'm passionate or best at because I feel like I'm robbing people of something. I feel like I've robbed people of their "places" simply by existing so I'm not really sure how to not
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A lot has happened obviously - work, friends, family... I don't really know where to begin. So far my questions have both been and not answered. Well, more like more questions pop up than remove existing list. I hope things would be fine given that it seems that I unknowingly make things worse. Closer to the truth, yes, but also so much worse.
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Dear God, no matter what happens next, please let them know it's going to be okay.
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:iconrubcheeksplz: Thank you so much for adding me to your watch! :squee: It really brings a smile to my face which is more than I could've asked for. :D I hope that I can continue to impress with my future pieces! :heart:
:love: Thank you for the favorites, it really means ever so much to me that you enjoy my artwork! I invite you to add me to your watch so that you can see all the future beaded and stitched pieces I have planned! :blowkiss: Just think of the sparkles... :squee:
Thank you for the fav!=)
Sorry for the delay, thank you so much for faving!!!! It means a lot to me:heart:
Thanks for the fave)